Do you want to jump with me, dear?

He left me shortly after I took the big decision is very difficult ..
when before he was there to share it all with me, shared my tears,
cheer and give strength to me ..
I loved every word and his advice,
I like when he encouraged me when I was vulnerable ..
I liked that he did not want to miss going to tell my story

I'm sure there's something else that is in itself, ourselves perhaps?
I'm not sure what it is, but I can read from each eye and his behavior ..
I have to admit, I miss him ..

now I begin to hate every word and his advice was for me,

in the end I also had to face it all alone is not it?
yeah, he just like walked me to the edge of the abyss, and indeed I have to jump alone, he is unlikely to come jump with me ..